Pisces from my garden

I was looking for something, but that unexpected something didn´t come. I got tired and frustrated and had nowhere else to go. So i came to you, expecting you to hear me, to hold me, to say the right words i needed to hear, but you didn´t. And so i went to see a doctor. I thougth maybe he could help me. He did in some way. He showed me that we can always share our point of views, our little things with anyone who is able to listen to. But still... I have not found what i cannot look for.